Feeling Discouragedddd..

Currently 38w3d

Had a membrane sweep Tuesday morning and not much cramping or anything after that.. Yesterday morning (Thursday) I lost a big chunk of brown mucus and there was some blood in it. I posted a photo here and everyone said yes that was the bloody show. I got so excited and started power deep cleaning my house thinking labour would start within the next day or so and it’s Friday afternoon now, still nothing.

I was so happy because the baby’s paternal grandma travels a lot for work and this is one weekend/week she will be home. It would be so amazing to have her in the city for a couple days after.. and my couple gf’s I told we’re so excited so now I get the “is he here yet??” Texts every few hours and there are no signs he’s on his way so I’m feeling a little down. I know he will be here soon regardless but I feel like maybe I jumped the gun and maybe he won’t be here in the next couple days. I got people’s hopes up and mine for nothing!

Anyone else feeling this way?