Can’t break up

I have zero self esteem; I already know. But really I need ur ladies opinions.

I can’t seem to break up with my bf. Basically he has done so much crap that warrants a break up, yet I still haven’t done it and I can’t figure out why.

I don’t have feelings for him. I also just don’t have energy to put into this relationship. I feel like I gotta try so hard to make him happy.

He’s a self absorbed asshole who cares only about satisfying his own needs; doesn’t care about mine. I do so much for him.

He’s always talking with other women. Says he loves me, but never shows it.

I feel like we r on two separate pages in life.

How can I just break up with him?!