Nov 1st I found out we were having a baby 🥰 my heart was full! Happy! Like, finally my dream came true! After being on the pill for 10+ years I was off of it for 4 months and it was positive! December 11th I was admitted to the hospital because I thought I had the flu and I needed fluids, couldn’t keep anything down! did a scan and BAM notice but 2 heart beats!!! I was nervous and really upset bc it’s really overwhelming! it soon sunk in and my family and i was happy! I had a monoamniotic pregnancy, it’s where identical twins share the same placenta AND amniotic sac but have two different umbilical cords. so it’s a very rare ad high risk pregnancy! All the drs have read about it in books but never seen it! Well, January 7th I had a dr appointment in Buffalo and we found out I miscarried.... tragic ending to our excitement! then 2 days later I had to have a D&C. It really fucks ur mind up... to make matters worse and harder, a girl I work with is pregnant around the same time I was. So it’s difficult going thru a loss and trying to be supportive of something you don’t want to hear or talk about!im not mean tho, I’m her friend! I made her a baby blanket to show I support her. 🙁🙁 any advice on how to get thru this?