February 17th i gave birth to my son. He unfortunately had some issues with his lungs and has been in the NICU ever since. We were supposed to bring him home today but 20 min before we were supposed to discharge his oxygen stats went down again and he has to stay a few more days. I just want to cry all the time. I don’t know how to be strong anymore. I just want my son home with me. 5 of my friends have had babies within the last 2 weeks since I’ve had my son and all their babies got to go home. I just want to take my baby home too.