My baby shower has been cancelled twice now due to the weather.

It was supposed to happen tomorrow but unfortunately will not. I don't know if it will be rescheduled 😔

I've just been so upset and emotional about it since it was cancelled the first time in February.

I feel like such a brat. But it's disappointing. And I feel like my mom cancelled it the first time because my brothers were coming home from college. She does everything for them. Doesn't want to miss a second of time with them.

I have 4 boys and we are finally having a girl on this last go round. So it's kind of extra special.

I've been so sad and angry about things.

Just venting here. Sorry. 😭

I know things could be worse. This is so minor. Since I fell down my stairs and injured my knee 4 weeks ago, it's been nothing but bad luck since. Just miniscule things mostly but it's all happened within a months time. So I feel bogged down with it all.

When I fell it out a level 2 strain on my MCL and a possible miniscus tear. Still in a brace.

Then I found I out I have gestational diabetes. Then my shower was cancelled. Then two of my kids are having some issues. EEG was required for one. My mother in law is a real life crazy person and causing havoc with her manipulation tactics. I have super bad anxiety because of her. I don't even want her to hold my baby after she is born.

Been super emotional. Shower was cancelled again. I've gotten to the point I don't want to speak to anyone. I just want to crawl in bed for the rest of this pregnancy. Can I do that?