Long post-venting-2 cancelled showers, MIL, GD etc.

B • Never let anyone make you feel like you're not good enough...

My baby shower has been cancelled twice now due to the weather.

It was supposed to happen tomorrow but unfortunately will not. I don't know if it will be rescheduled 😔

I've just been so upset and emotional about it since it was cancelled the first time in February.

I feel like such a brat. But it's disappointing. And I feel like my mom cancelled it the first time because my brothers were coming home from college. She does everything for them. Doesn't want to miss a second of time with them.

I have 4 boys and we are finally having a girl on this last go round. So it's kind of extra special.

I've been so sad and angry about things.

Just venting here. Sorry. 😭

I know things could be worse. This is so minor. Since I fell down my stairs and injured my knee 4 weeks ago, it's been nothing but bad luck since. Just miniscule things mostly but it's all happened within a months time. So I feel bogged down with it all.

When I fell it out a level 2 strain on my MCL and a possible miniscus tear. Still in a brace.

Then I found I out I have gestational diabetes. Then my shower was cancelled. Then two of my kids are having some issues. EEG was required for one. My mother in law is a real life crazy person and causing havoc with her manipulation tactics. I have super bad anxiety because of her. I don't even want her to hold my baby after she is born.

Been super emotional. Shower was cancelled again. I've gotten to the point I don't want to speak to anyone. I just want to crawl in bed for the rest of this pregnancy. Can I do that?