I’ve been with my bf for 3 1/2 years now . Asked me for my hand in Marriage a year after we were dating and ofcourse I’ve said yes . It’s been rocky and frustrating a lot of drama . And my temper hasn’t been great . We’ve been trying to get pregnant since he asked me to marry him and it just wasn’t working . So here we are two years later and I’m 8 weeks pregnant . But just in January I found out he cheated on me , with a co worker . And that he told her he wanted to be with her and he liked her a lot . And the only thing standing between them was the fear that I might do something 😢 . He says he choosing me and it was a big mistake , and he loved me it just was a rough time . He’s been there and showing he’s sorry . But I can’t shake this feeling that I’m worthless and he’s only with me because he’s afraid . Although the doesn’t say that . I constantly bring up my hurt and have been yelling at him non stop . But I don’t want those to be my future . I don’t want to be. A single mom .