I swear this is the 6th time I’ve cried today

I’m so sad. I’m not happy. Life is shit. I’m not happy & never really have been. Mainly just okay and sometimes sad.

I’m sad about this dude not wanting me. I’m sad about life because I basically have no life, I have no friends, I’m left alone at home with my sad thoughts.

Edit- He isn’t the only reason I’m sad, I’m sad about other things but yes he does play a part (kinda of a big part) in why I’m sad. I had feelings for him..😞 and I go to online school.