Depressed

I feel sick inside, my life sucks! Trust me I have good parents that get me anything I want and I have decent well kinda okay friends.. here’s my story I have a friend! Let’s call her grace anyways grace and I have been friends for 2 years and we are super, we were super close until well a couple months ago her old friend “Marie” hit her up and told grace that she was toxic and terrible..sadly I’ve liked Marie for awhile but i didn’t care grace was my best friend and long time crush so I said “grace you don’t need her she’s nothing compared to you! She’s the toxic one” I only said that to cheer grace up..in another couple months grace missed Marie so she texted Marie and they became friends again I’m a mega chill person and didn’t care so me and grace started dating a couple weeks before they became friends again so yeah me and grace decided it would be best to stay friends so we only dated like 7 days not that much we both agreed it wasn’t real! So I did I told Marie I liked her and we started dating STUCK UP GRACE TOLD MARIE THAT I SAID SHE WAS STUCK UP AND THAT GRACE SHOULDENT BE FRIENDS! In which I only said to cheer MY BESTFRIEND UP! okay so I left it alone and I told her it was fine! Then another week me and Marie broke up cause they both aren’t good with dating so I didn’t care but then grace started “silently” dropping me, addi and Greg her best friends that were there since day one when dumb Marie dropped her dumb ass so I told her I give up drop me and make it known I have many more people I FRICKEN HATE HER AND WANT HER OUT OF MY LIFEEEEE!!!!!! Oof glad I got to share that!