Happy 30 but not so happy

Jae

So my 30th birthday is coming up and for some reason I'm not excited. I can't really celebrate with friends cause two of them are expecting and others are moved away. I guess I can celebrate with family but I'm kind of not feeling that either. Another is the timing I guess . Lately I havent been motivated or happy about anything. Apart of me cares and other part doesn't... Idk what to do 😕