Today is my 44th birthday and 2 years of ttc. It's a depressing day just thinking about how time flies and I have not much time left to conceive... God knows I want this so much, but I don't pray to Him about it because I feel He's got more to do than listen to me. I know I won't be the only one praying for this and don't want to bother Him. I really do hope for a miracle before my time is up. He knows I'm in his hands.