I had an abortion.

Yes I had one even though I love kids and want a family so badly. Previous to this I had two miscarriages and they deeply hurt me. When I got pregnant again they had already started to see warning signs and the baby wasn’t progressing. I had to make the unsettling choice. I was early enough that they could still give me the pill so I opted for that. As I went into planed parenthood for my last check up I was yelled at even though this wasn’t even the clinic I went to for the abortion. Yes I had an abortion because not only was I sick but I could not fathom going through even more pain as I witness the one thing I wanted most die slowly inside me . I never got to greave this I lost what I thought were close friends. Yes I had an abortion but iv never seem it as birth control but as the one thing that saved me from offing myself. To all of you who say I’m a killer, think to yourself and ask “does she really have a choice?” Because sometimes we don’t. Yes I had an abortion but I wanted that baby more than anybody will know.