Cw- sexual abuse

It was October of my 7th grade year, me and my friends were at our schools football game. So her one of my friends brothers and his friends. I was 13 and this dude was 18.

My friend and I decided to go to this guys truck and chill with her brothers and him like we normally did. But this time was different, she left me with him alone. Saying that she had a surprise for me.

He forced me to suck his dick that night. I was willing ya first but then I decided I didn’t want to do it anymore and tried to leave the truck. He looked the foot, smacked me in the face then made me continue, while “jackhammering” his hips, making me about to throw up. I bit his dick and that didn’t do anything to him. He forced himself down my pants until my friends brother showed up, and he stopped.

When I finally went home that night I sat in the shower for over an hour, scrubbing my skin. I could still fill his touch. It was fucking horrible.

I’m so fucking thankful that her brother showed up so he didn’t get a chance to rape me. I told my “friend” about it, and she didn’t believe me. Our friendship ended a couple months later regarding something else, and she brought this up and tried to use it against me. Me and her are staring to talk again, and I brought it up. And she doesn’t even remember.

ETA: Honestly, I’m still not over it. I’m in the middle of my 9th grade year, and I can still remember every single detail. The 2 people I told about this used it against me so I’m probably never going to tell anyone else about it. I need to seek counseling for it, but I would have to admit to my father what happened.