i plan to start working 3 days a week when my child is over 4 months. i would have taken more time off but i need to financially support my parents plus move out from the in laws. my parents dont live in the same country and i constantly worry about them.

probably my MIL will be looking after my kid when i am at work. i still have a lot of time to start but i already have horrible separation anxiety. i worry if he'll get more attached to my MIL and probably i would fail as a mother. My MIL likes dominating me, and it's my fault because Im a stupidly easy person, who tries not to offend anyone and get affected themselves (another thing I need to change about myself 😖)

i wish my mum was here and she could have taken care of my baby. and i feel she will miss his baby days. dont judge me its natural that you are more comfortable with your mums.

i dont know what im looking to get answered back. i just felt it weighing on me.