My life is over

I feel like my life is completely over every since I found out I have hpv. I recently started having anal itching and it started bleeding I guess from me itching it so much. I Google and all I see is hemorrhoids or anal cancer..and anal cancer forms if you have hpv. Now I am crying and freaking out thinking I may have anal cancer. I'm young and I just feel like I'm not even going to make it to my 30s. I want kids and a family I want to finish nursing school but now I feel like I dont have long to live. I'm so hurt I dont understand why this has to happen to me. Please pray for me. I'm scared and so sad about all of this. I want to live and be healthy and happy