Feeling defeated

Feeling so defeated today. App says should start tomorrow, but I also have pcos soo that isn’t always right. This is our third round of clomid and test for ovulation was positive on the 23rd. But hcg tests have been negative. Feel like I’ve failed another month. It makes me so sad cause I see all theses test being positive at 9-10-11dpo and I can’t even get the faintest line and everyone says wait till after period but everyone else is getting positives early 😭