Help¿🤷‍♀️

So at the end of this month I might be going over to my boyfriends house for his birthday and we were planning on doing it👀 I’m still a virgin and I’m ready to do it but I’m also very unhappy with my body and I have no idea what to do to prepare for it or anything. I don’t really have any friends I can talk to about this stuff plus I’m afraid it’ll just b too awkward lol so if anyone could comment and help me that would b amazing.