Dear Max, we have been friends since as long as I remember. I have also liked you for as long as I can remember. Alex announced to our entire language arts class that you like me. That was almost 4 months ago, yet somehow you still like me. At the dance I feel like I ruined it. I'm so sorry. Weighting this makes me mad because you have caused me so much drama pain and confusion and I hate it. I can't talk to you about it but I want to. I can't talk to my friends about it because they don't know you like I do. At the dance Maggie said you weren't going to be there then you where I felt like I was going to be sick when she ran up to me and said he's here!! Me and Maggie where talking to Lucy today. We talked about you. I really don't know how I feel about you. On Friday I looked up and you had been staring at me. I don't know how long. I was going to tell Evie at the dance but it didn't seen necessary. I like you I really do. But I don't know if it's as a friend or more, we are going to GR on Wednesday if I go ok n the ski lift with you or sit by you on the bus or even just say hi that would make me happy. Recently the only thing you have been saying to me is "sorry" and "exuse me" when you are walking out of your desk in LA when I am walking to my desk. I don't know what that means. It's nice to finally get this of my chest. Thank you.