I have watched...

I have watched friends family enemies and strangers have beautiful families and babies and I just keep thinking to myself what’s so wrong with me, why can’t I have kids? I’m 22, healthy and in a long term relationship him and his ex wife have two sons together and I can’t even give him one.. I feel so many emotions, sadness, anger, jealousy and love for those who are blessed with children. I hate myself for feeling this way.... I never thought I wouldn’t be able to have kids that’s been my dream for as long as I can remember. ☹️😞😤