Ttc rant

So this month i had the worst period ever for 9 days ,I’ve had crazy temps ,crazy things going on in my body , spotting in the middle and just so much feels off and strange I don’t know if it’s a good thing or bad thing

I don’t know if I ovulated or not I don’t know what is going on and this is the first month in years I’ve felt like I just don’t understand what’s going on with my body and I hate it 😔

It took us four years to get our son

It took us four years again to get pregnant only for us to loss the baby in November 😔

I’m just fed up of not being able to have another baby