I’m a loser.....

I go to college now,I don’t really care for school my parents made me go.i like the college experience but it’s not all it’s hyped up to be,I enjoy my time here from time to time but school work n essay were never my thing.my major is art/design.im not sure about a lot .i don’t know what I want my career to be 100% I just no some of the income ppl make in my major depending on there jobs and they seem to make enough🤷🏽‍♀️.i am scared for the future I think ahead all of the time.i don’t know if I should leave school,leave and just work,go to a trade school or community or just take a break. Can someone please give me there best advice.i don’t want to feel I am wasting time. (Freshman n college )