Is this rape?

A few weeks ago I had sex with my ex bf - which I initially agreed to.

Rushed foreplay and went straight to it doggy style. It was my second time so it was hurting. I told him to stop about 5 times but he carried on fucking then I tried pushing him off me but I was in so much pain.

Afterwards I bled loads (more than my first time) and he had the cheek to say ‘if it hurt so much why didn’t you stop me’

Wtf I’m glad I dumped him- used to be the love of my life tho... 💔