I was discharged last night

Leaving my baby at the hospital is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. It was a long and tearful night.

We are finally heading back up to the hospital after taking care of our basic food/hygiene/sleep needs. I never knew how quickly I could stop caring about anything to do with my own wellbeing until now.

Eliza is doing well and making slow progress. We are sitting in a two steps forward one step back game and its frustrating knowing I can't do anything to help her.