When you put your ALL into something (relationship) to be constantly shitted on and feeling low. When you leave an abusive situation and all the pain just pours out in the form of tears that you can’t control. When your finally trying to stand up for yourself but it hurts. When you though he was the one down to getting married and having the dress to getting pregnant but he said if you won’t be with me I won’t deal with this baby and I won’t sign for an adoption so you end the pregnancy to cut all ties. The pain I feel is god awful! My eyes are tired. I’m praying daily but I’m wondering if anyone’s listening because I’m just so lost. Lord I know o needed out of this situation but why does it have to hurt so much 😔