Too weak to write out my story but im finally done, he’s gone. Last threat was he would leave me if I stopped breastfeeding even though I’m mentally not okay. All I’ve asked him is for help with our kids and he would rather act like a teenager and sell drugs, fight, steal. I’m done being told everything is my fault. I’m done being told I’m controlling because I want help after having a baby. I’m just... done. Mentally, emotionally, physically. My heart is broken. I don’t know what to do. I can’t stop crying.