I’m done! No more hope to hold onto!

Feeling like it’s been a year now since my husbands VR and nothing!!! Sooo tired of being disappointed and honestly feeling alone thru this all soooo i stopped tracking or thinking bout any of it since AF arrived 5 dats late last month and crushed me when she arrived. Sooo AF should be here around the 19th and well I’m cool and ready for her. I’m done with being sad and going to accept this VR ain’t working and well i got 3 bAbies (19,17 & 15) so I’ve been blessed.