I’m sorry but I hate being pregnant

I don’t even know if I should apologize it’s my opinion! Yes I know there are millions of women fighting to get prego millions who can’t get prego . I’m 26 I have a ten year old boy and a 6 year old girl and now I’m 11 weeks !!! I’m so grateful for this life I’m creating and I know in the end a baby will be born and I will love him or her to death BUT I HATE THE PROCESS I HATE BEING PREGNANT! I sit at home all day in bed bored out my mind face glued to the toilet to tired to lift a finger yet at night I’m up until the sun comes out , nothing about this is fun nothing about my frequent trips to pee are exciting ...3 months ago I was sooo happy living life smelling the flowers along the way . Now I feel like a prisoner to my own body . Again I hate to sound ungrateful but IM KOT SAYING I DONT WANT MY BABY OR WOULD I HARM MY BABY I’m saying I hate the 9months and what goes on during ... I do battle with depression but I tefuse to blame it on that . But I’m not happy I’m so ready for this to be over .. at least I’ll have my child to show for what all I’ve been through .

Just needed to rant

I know the trolls are coming to fight me on my opinion but I just had to say it I hate being pregnant