So frustrated

OK after being 11 days late and 3 hpt (This morning was the last test I took) literally went pee and noticed a little bit of blood and wiped myself with a wipe noticed it even more!!! I'm sooooo frustrating, aggravated and exhausting. Looks like I'm gonna be on the emotional roller-coaster even longer!!!! FML! I'm gonna give it a try 1 more month and throw in the towel...I cannot keep doing this to myself month after month. It hurts more to see a BFN. I need a break from the outside world FB especially! Another depressing month for me 😞