On Saturday I was rushed to emergency in the most severe pain I’ve ever experienced in my life 3 days shy of 8 weeks pregnant my first ultrasound was supposed to be today to see my baby for the first time . I get to hospital my heart beat per min was 165 sweating from the pain knowing something wasn’t right doctors rushed me into a room did a ultrasound assuming I was miscarrying and me feeling guilty that I did something wrong but that wasn’t it my baby was perfectly healthy but the devastating part was that my baby attached itself in my tube and was growing and ripped my tube and I was bleeding out internally I was rushed to emergency surgery and had to terminate the pregnancy. My brother passed away in August 2018 my baby’s due date was the same as my brother birthday I was so excited to be a mom Saturday ripped me apart and broke my heart my stomach has stitches and I got stitches across my vagina and nothing to show for it but hurt and asking why me ! Ectopic pregnancy is extremely rare and I’m calling the ultrasound place today to voice my hurt towards them when I found out I was pregnant 3 weeks ago I called to book a ultrasound they asked when my last periodwas so they said I was about 5 weeks and they like to ultrasound around 8 I was sad cuz I was excited to see my baby but didnt argue if I went in when I called to book appointment in first place they would have seen on ultrasound sound I had a ectopic pregnancy and I would have been told I had to terminate pregnancy but because they wanted me to be 8 weeks before I went for ultrasound the baby grew and ripped my tube so I had to have it removed and I could have died and because of this I have less chance of conceiving and I have a higher chance of it happening again and if I rupture my other tube I won’t be able to have kids which is wrong it shouldn’t have gone as far as it did just cause ectopic pregnancy is rare doesn’t mean it doesn’t happen when u find out ur pregnant u should go to ultrasound right away I hope me posting this will bring more awareness towards this I’m devastated and hurt and wished I got to meet my baby I was told I need 6 weeks to heal before trying again so once healed my bf and I are gonna try again and knowing what I do now I’m gonna make sure I don’t ever go through what I just did