Get some birth control in me before...

I'm only 2 weeks pp and I had a struggle with my pregnancy (2nd time). I had hyperemesis gravidarim, symphysis pubis dysfunction, extreme heartburn almost daily, and excessive weight gain etc but for SOME reason, I already wanna experience it all over again. Mainly the birthing process. I had a natural, unmedicated birth and I remember thinking to myself that I was crazy for thinking that I could do it whenever I was mid-contraction.. I also remember saying that I would not have another baby after this one but here I am, wanting another one only 2 weeks later... someone better get me some birth control before I can't control myself! Lol. Anyone else feel that urge or am I crazy?

My little baby boy

My little man the day before labor telling baby to "get out of there"