I just had a MC on August 30th, my little angel being 13 weeks 💔 & all I can think of is getting drunk and crying my eyes out ! Everyone around me is so judge mental about me crying I feel that I can just blame it on the alcohol  instead of feeling guilty for crying 😔 I'm tired of ' how I'll soon have babies, this one wasn't meant to be, something was wrong with the baby, soon you'll forget, and don't cry because you're gonna get depressed' talks 😩God is holding me tho because I just feel like loosing myself 😕