i want small boobs!

i’ve always wanted small boobs but no matter what weight i am i can’t shake the boobs lol i’ve been from 125 pounds in a DDD30 (specially made and expensive as hell) so i gained weight) 150 pounds and in an DDD34. now i got pregnant and had a baby and currently breastfeed. 240 pounds and in like i’m pretty sure a E 38. i have a flat stomach. i just look fat because of my boobs. they’re saggy and i’m okay with that. i just want them small. is there anyway i can just lose the boobs with the weight? lol

i run and eat healthy, so far i dropped 19 pounds in a month. i have so much baby weight😢