So discouraged

Nicole • Married and Pregnant with our 2nd baby
We haven't been trying long but I feel like giving up. It's so stressful and every month I get my period and it breaks my heart. I never wanted to be the girl who can't get pregnant. My heart is heavy. My husband doesn't like to talk about it ( I think it makes him feel pressured ) I think I just have to be done trying . 😔