What should I do during this break?

Me and my so are taking a break to fix our problems.

Mine are mainly. Jealousy, low self esteem, trust issues( caused from what I grew up around) and other things.

I need to fix these but these first two days have been really really hard for me. I have nothing to do throughout the day no job, nothing I'm just home.

What would you recommend I do?

Activities or a hobby to keep myself busy? Things to help with these issues? Anything.

Thank you