Random Rant

Really haven't slept since I was told my baby stopped growing at 7 weeks and 2 days.. None of it seems to make any sense to me anymore. Had my levels read on 03/04 went back for First ultrasound on 03/7 baby was measuring at 8 weeks and 3 days with a very strong heartbeat. Now here it is 12 days later 03/19 I'm being told the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks 2 days and there's no heart beat (missed miscarriage) i don't understand what happened why i was measuring so far but yet now im not at the baby just suddenly died 😭😭 this is beyond stressful however, I'm trying my best to remain positive and I'm praying for a miracle. Sorry to rant but this is upsetting.