Losing hope

I am day 30 of my cycle and I can see my cm becoming darker. I think tomorrow AF will be here.

I know 3 cycles is nothing for some people but I never never thought I would have trouble to conceive baby #2.

This cycle we used the ovulation tests.

I “study” my cm and the position of my cervix everyday.

(I am waiting my thermometer I bought from Amazon lol).

For real I have no idea what else can I do.

I think we will try preseed next month if I am not pregnant.

My soon to be 14 months baby is still breastfed and I am scared it may be the cause of our troubles to conceive ☹️