Prayers please! Read and feel free to give advice!
This is my first pregnancy. It was unexpected, but definitely not unwanted. I’m 17 years old, going on 18 in june. My family was so exy, his was too. 2 days ago changed me . I was told something is wrong with my baby. On Tuesday of this past week I went to the doctor ( family doctor) to get a blood test , inform my doctor who always keeps up with me , because I have anxiety and we have been trying to fix that since I was about 12-13 . Well, we found out for sure, I’m pregnant. But my hcg level was 950. He went ahead and ordered an ultrasound for 2 days later. 11 am Thursday . I will never forget it . I was so excited. I was so happy to see a life I’m groaning inside of me. On the ultrasound they didn’t see anything ( the hospital told me this), but I got a call. 3:18 pm Thursday. It broke me . “ this is Dr.Wilys office , can I speak to Hannah?” “ Hannah this is urgent, we need you to go to the hospital in the next town over . Go to the ER and an OBGYN will be waiting on you . “ I asked why ? What’s wrong with me ? They told me I had a possible ectopic pregnancy. I fell to my knees and just started asking God , God please let them be wrong , please give me a healthy baby . I went to the Er like I was told. They did more blood work , this time my HCG level was 965 . Only a very small increase in 2 days. I’m supposed to be 5 weeks . ( doctor told me this) they did another ultrasound and still couldn’t find anything . They told me come back in 48 hours . Today is the day I will more than likely find out . My grandma tell me “ oh the doctors are wrong , you ARE going to have a baby , and you’re going to name it something weird . I want to believe her because she is the one who predicted that my mom was gonna have twins ( me and my sister ) she did. I know if this baby is safe and I have it , I will name him ( if it’s a him) Emmanuel. Meaning “God Is with you “. I think this experience has brought me closer to God and made me realize I want a baby, and I want to marry my unborn child’s father. Thank you God ! And thank you guys for the support and prayers .