Am I considered high risk ?

My previous pregnancy’s were very bad. My first I won’t go into detail but long story short, I had severe preeclampsia which killed my full term healthy baby and almost killed me and I had to have a c section . My second pregnancy ended in miscarriage at 5 weeks . I’ve had very rough pregnancy experiences that have traumatized me, but I found out that I’m pregnant again and am 5 weeks. Because of my last experiences would I be considered high risk ? I strongly believe that I am considered high risk, but the nurse scheduled my appointment with the only OB I trust for next month (I’ll be 8 weeks then) so I can’t ask my doctor about how my pregnancy will go until then. I’m honestly very nervous and feel like I want to be happy but am terrified I’ll lose yet another baby.

Has anyone else experienced something similar ? Do you think I’d be considered high risk ?