Now he’s never given me a reason to think he would cheat on me...

Except he does regularly talk to other people, mainly girls from work who are based at other sites.

He’s going to work at one of these other sites for 5 days. Where he gets put up in a hotel etc. These girls are going to be there too.

I think these conversations have been innocent as far as I’m aware and I wouldn’t want to check his phone to find out.

So it’s mainly my insecurities and doubts creeping in here I’m sure, and whether I deserve him.

But I don’t know how to voice it without it sounding like I don’t trust him. I do but it’s hard him being away.