The more weeks that pass by the closer I get to my due date! I am freaking out! The first time I delivered I ended up having a planned c-section after being 9cm dilated. It was a rough recovery but I felt like by the time I was in the OR I had so many drugs in my system I basically slept during the whole process. This time I will be having a planned c-section and I am terrified. Knowing that I am just going to arrive and get cut open is scary for me to think of and it’s giving me a bit of anxiety. I hoping to find some words of encouragement from anyone that has gone through a planned c-section or repeat c-section.