Pregnant at __ on the Patch 🙄

I'm 19, going on 20 in September. I've found myself pregnant despite being on the Patch (Xulane). I'm feeling numb. I don't know what to do. I hate myself for being too trusting of my birth control, I feel reckless.

I'm in a relationship, but I don't know how it's going to hold up--we have been together only 10 months. I'm in the process of transferring from one University to another so I'm currently working a shitty job at a local fast food joint making just under $10/Hr until I start college again in August.

I'm embarrassed and scared.