I just want to be pregnant 😭

Im late on my period. Took a 1$ test this morning- negative. Someone told me to get a more sensitive test... i did and just used the bathroom and tested again today.... negative. Guess aunt flow just is late coming to town. My last period started February 21st. It last total 4 days but i didnt bleed the entire 4 days. It was come and go and different than usual. I have always been a heavy bleeder, and last month i never had experienced not bleeding so much or so heavy like that. Then a few days after the fact i had light pink only when i wiped 2x. And now im 3 days late. Im tired , im emotional, my boobs are sore not unbearable but sore, they feel heavier. I just wanna know whyyyyy my body is torturing me.