It’s a long(ish) story💕

So the past year I’ve been with my boyfriend and I have identified as a straight woman. until the last three months I’ve been super attracted to women, mostly dykes/studs. I’ve always been able to recognize an attractive woman but wasn’t attracted to her until now. I haven’t told him because I know he’d leave me or criticize me for the rest of our relationship and just not understand that I think I’m Bi...

Part two to this: I have a close friend who proudly announces that shes a dyke and that I’m her type (light skin, with a big butt🙄) and she knows that I’m bi and she wants to be the first girl I’m with and “teach me” I guess. I love sex and I’m really tempted to but I would to leave my boyfriend who I really do love or tell him that I am attracted to women as well. I can’t cheat on him....just need opinions and advice on what to do🤷🏽‍♀️💕