Mad as hell.

Okay so my husband and I are trying to conceive but he never wants to do what is necessary to make that happen. I have had all these tests to make sure that I can. He has done nothing and says that it will happen if it's God's will. That is right but can you be more willing to help it along. We have not even had sex. In like two weeks. I am beginning to think he is getting somewhere else. I am just so angry with him. I am done. I stopped drinking. But yesterday I drink so much just done.