Due dev7 or 10

Hi👋🏽ladies I’m new to the group as of today. After two miscarriages and a D&C in December this morning I received my BFP!! I want to be super excited but I’m finding that difficult. I’m nervous, scared & kinda don’t believe it yet. Tomorrow Was supposed to be the first day of my period. I noticed this morning on my TP that I had two drops of blood when I wiped. And I had white and brown CM all day, which I’m hoping is just implantation bleeding. But with the past history it’s made me nervous any advice or thoughts welcomed. 😃