Feeling so discouraged

I don't know why I had so much hope this month. I took a dollar general test yesterday afternoon which was definitely negative. Took another this morning with FMU and it looks like this. Pretty sure it's a BFN too 😥 I'm supposed to start AF Wednesday or Thursday. I'm pretty sure I should of had at least a faint line by today on a FRER  f it was going to be positive right? My heart is just hurting 😔