Another heartbreak

It's been 6 months since my miscarriage and still trying to conceive

I really did think that April was THE month 😢 I'm turning 36 years old this Saturday I am aware of the statistics when it comes to age. I will be starting my 100mg of clomid tomorrow. I'm so tired and fed up of trying.. of seeing month after month my AF comes. So I was given two options in addition to the 100mg of clomid - either iui (which is very expensive in my country) or 'the shot' idk what to do......

Everyone is getting pregnant around me.... Next month I was supposed to be due 😢💔 it hurts too much