Overwhelmed

 I have PCOS and I'm over weight. I'm 5'7 and 210 lbs. I go down to about 202 then bounce back to 225. On top of the PCOS I have ulcerated colitis. From the military I have leg injuries (I'm told I'll never run again) both shoulders are ruined, knee problems and had back surgery over a year ago (herniated disc, still having problems). I take time released Metformin twice a day, I've had my blood work done to see what type of food for my body and I'm a fat trimmer high cardio body type. (Explains why I never had a problem with weight before injuries) my diatrition confirmed the blood tests. TTC for over a year. I'm frustrated and angry, I don't go out and I've left our business for my SO to handle on his own even after a full day's work at his job. I have two children from my first marriage. I was 21-23 with them and it was before I had problems with PCOS or my weight. My new husband (3yrs) and I would like to have his firsts together but I have all these problems. To add a little more we just found out he has fertility problems as well. I just needed to rant, thank u for listening.