Late period vent lol

Hello ladies! So my partner and I have a 5 year old and we’ve been trying for baby #2 for a year now and I’ve finally missed a period! It’s only 5 days late and for some reason I’m so nervous to take a pregnancy test don’t want to get upset about a negative and don’t know how I’ll feel about a positive my emotions are all over the place today! And my nipples are soooo se sensitive.. been wanting this for so long and now that there might be a possibility that I could be pregnant I’m having second thoughts 😩😟 just a vent I guess, any other ladies felt like this before after trying for so long?