I’ve had 2 miscarriages one with my ex boyfriend and then I had one with my current boyfriend. I had a miscarriage last year with my ex and is it sad that I never think of that baby like at all? I only think of the miscarriage I had with my current boyfriend. Maybe it has to do with the fact my ex boyfriend was abusive and was so rude he would call me fat etc and he trapped me into getting pregnant. I feel bad for saying this, but it’s how I feel.