2 miscarriages

I had a chemical in October and lost it before I ever had my first doctors appointment. Today I had my second appointment for this pregnancy. I saw the heartbeat at 8 weeks 3 days. Then today I was told that the baby had stopped growing. It only measured 8 weeks 4 days When I was supposed to be 12 weeks 3 days today. My heart is completely shattered and I don’t even know what to do. Why is life so unfair?